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This is pretty much how I feel these days. I have decided that I will finally finish my GED and go to college. I dont know however what I want to be when I grow up so any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. I have been studying for a few weeks now and this is what I have learned about myself. I am and idiot. It has been many years since I was in High School even more since elementary and I can not even comprehend Elementary Algebra. I am going to have to enlist the help of my 10 year old to teach me a few things. I have also learned that you dont need to know algebra to get through life. I was a book keeper for many years this was my favorite job and I did not need to know algebra to cut payroll log expenses bill customers or anything else I did everyday at that job. So here I am forcing myself to study some crap I wont need so that I can learn more crap I don't need so I can get a good job ugh so frustrating I have found a great tool though online. It is Kahn Academy www.kahnacademy.com check it out they have some awesome tutorials online and practice test. I however have about 3 months of studying just to grasp this math. I am scared shitless. Scared I wont pass, Scared I cant do it and scared for what may come in the future however I am sick of my job and sick of my income yes mom you were right I should have finished school.
That being said I am very pleased however to anouce that I could pass the history with no problem and I need a little brush of on my english. I have always loved History I still do I spent the weekend watching Bury my Heart at wounded Knee with my husband. I guess I should clarify I love American History I dont have a lot of interest in other counteries but I am sure that I will come to appreciate that as I have the settling of the west.
Well that is all for now wish me luck I am definitely going to need it.
Wow I am a bad blogger I haven't been on here forever.
The School year has come and gone and we are officially in our first week of summer. It hasn't been that bad so far but my kids are getting bored easy I wish I could just be home with them, maybe one day but that day is not today. I had to go to work only 5 hours but long enough. Now I am home and I have to get ready to take my son to a baseball game ugh I loath baseball games. I have not had a particularly good experience with baseball this year which does not help. I have been completely overwhelmed with Jessica's Dance Baseball Games and endless Baseball practices set up by the baseball nazi. Jeremy went back to work and then to top it all off my House flooded.
Not flooded like Hurricane Katrina or anything but enough to do some serious damage in my Kitchen which resulted in me getting new flooring hooray right, No not right while remodeling may sound fun to some it is not to me I am terrified of ever builindg a home because of all the decisions that have to be made. I am not very indecisive but when it come to my homes decor I am, and you would be able to tell that if you were here.
Anyway when I had this beautiful new wood like flooring down I procceded to enjoy my first night with a pretty new kitchen floor we ate dinner and then i started a load of laundry. What happened next was pretty much how everything in my life goes. My drain hose for the washer was not in the Drain Pipe that's another 10 Gallons all over my new floor ugh this actually caused a bigger mess than the original flooding. However the contractor took responsibility for not hooking up my washer correctly and did come back to repair the damage. This did leave me with a torn apart house over memorial weekend ugh. But It's all down and looks fantastic.
Well that's it for now I am off to get this hair done so i can go and watch yet another Baseball game.
Well my Nice challenge was basically a big flop I was nice but I wasn't really reporting back what I discovered is it is easy for me to be nice I do however have a hard time when some on is a jackass. On to another note Halloween has come and gone and I am great full however I am not loving the fight with my 3 year old he is all sorts of Jacked up on Sugar and when I take it away he will just find where I hid it I swear that kid can climb walls. He wore the most adorable tin man costume that my Mom made. Jessica was a cat. And Ryan was a Cop. We had a great night trunk or treating and then going trick or treating. I have gotten the chance to take down all the Halloween Decorations in my house and put up my Thanksgiving ones which is great the house looks all comfy and cozy for The Holidays coming up. I am really missing Jeremy and I cant wait until he gets home soon I am so happy that he is still working It will really make the winter a little easier for us I was really really worried that we would not make it while he was laid off. I am working 2 Jobs now one at the store and I am working from Home for Suanne Hoffman. Well I have lots of Laundry to put away so I will check in soon meanwhile I hope everyone is enjoying the first day of November as much as I am!
Well my nothing but nice day 2 was okay I had no problems at work but I did have harder time projecting loving words to my very very very grumpy 3 year old he was kind of a little shit last night and I loose my patience with him very quickly but he did get to bed and I got some piece and quiet
Okay so day one went by just fine I did find however that I don't know how to get rid of someone bothering me at work without being an ass so instead I had to listen to a guy who looked very much like Larry the cable guy talk to me for like a hour some stinky truck driver, Now I have my opinions about truck drivers not all are bad in fact there are some that come in the store that I just absolutely love however a good majority of them drive me crazy, some that are lonely and have a lot to say and then there are the ass holes yes that is right folks some drivers are assholes. But all in all today was not that bad there was nobody to piss me off so being nice was easy so now I am on to day 2.
