They are Finally coming home up until about 3 hours ago I was dreading the arival of my oldest two children but I just got dont talking to both of them and I miss them something terribly dont get me wrong I love them and miss them when they are gone but it has been nice to just have some alone time. Jaxon however has been a handful. I dont think I realized how big of a help the kids are with him until they are gone, and they have missed so much he crawling up on his knees he was army crawling when they left, walking along furniture and standing on his own. I have so much to do tommorow to get ready for them to come home. Their rooms are a disaster I thought they were clean when they left and no on has been in them. What the heck? The house is a disaster I havent cleaned in a month cause I have had no one to clean up after but myself and quite frankly I dont want to clean up after myself so for the last month I havent Jeremy is still in Battle Mountain but I am hoping he will be home this weekend maybe tomorrow night the kids wont be here until Sunday night though so he will just miss them. I am sure they have changed so much it seems like every year when they come back they are so tan from all the summer fun and the swimming. I miss them tonz and I am looking forward to school starting I am getting very excited. Just thought you all should know they will be coming home Sunday. :)

Time flies when your having fun.

Oh my heck does time fly, Well Jessica and Ryan have been gone for half of their summer visitation already and it seems like they will never be home to be honest I kinda miss them. Shhhhhh don't tell anyone I said that. I did my school clothes shopping online today, I cant believe they will be going back to school soon. I seems like school just got out but I am really looking forward to them going back it seems like it keeps them busy. I am sure that my mom will be glad to have them back into school as well. Jaxon is walking along the furniture these days I cant believe it. I wish he was still unable to roll over. He is really missing his siblings and his Daddy. Jeremy is at work in Battle Mountain right now I am not sure when he will be don't hopefully not anytime soon. We really need the work. I am still working away work has finally calmed down a little and I think maybe knock on wood I might be getting the hang of things. Our 4Th wedding anniversary is coming up on Wednesday and I cant believe how the years have gone by yet sometimes it feel like it has been 14 years instead of 4. I have loved every day of it. Jeremy took me to Carrabbas for dinner this weekend as kind of a celebration because he will be at work and it was delicious. I would definitely go again, the steak was perfect the margarita was very yummy and Jaxon liked it too.

I still don't know what I am going to get Jeremy for a gift so if anyone has any suggestions speak up. I told him I want another tattoo he said go for it so I need to get an appointment I think I am going to get something inspired from this piece right here I have always loved this picture. Jeremy likes it too I did see another that I liked but I like this one the best.

Maybe I could convince Jeremy to come and get one with me but I doubt that is going to happen. It's a nice thought though he is a chicken. ;)

Peace and Quiet

Well it is just me and Jaxon today everyone left Jessica is in Washington with her dad has been for about a week now. Ryan is with his Mom Nikki went home and Jeremy went back to work it is just me and Jaxon. It is so wierd to have it just be the two of us it is quiet I have made a point to have the tv off and the music on. I am however just a little bit lonley but it will be good for me.

Work is going okay I feel some days that I just cant keep up with everything but I just keep trying.

Jeremy is having another slow year it seems like we just keep praying that he will work throught the fall. He is in Battle mountian Nevada right now and he says it is a horrible place it was 108 degrees there when he left on Friday I am sure it is miserable.

I cant wait for school to start again School shopping is one of my favorite things to do. I am already pickin out the kids clothes online. Dance is going to start again soon as well it seems like this year has just flown by before I know it, it is going to be Christmas.

Oh my heck it seems like it has been a million years since I have been on here. Well where to Start? We never ease into summer at our house it is always a face first belly flop right into the sesason. First things First Jessica's Birthday Party.... Well I guess we did okay this year, I managed to fashion some sort of guitar cake for her Hannah Montana Party and the house was full of guests even her long lost cousins on her dad's side of whom we are so lucky to have gotten in touch with. However, no matter how exciting it was it is always nerve wracking for me. I let her invite a few friends and anyone that knows me well knows that I dont do small children very well despite being a mom and having 3 children, Kids & me are like oil and water dont get me wrong I love my kids but I am just akward with children.

As if my life isn't crazy enough those of you who know where I work or a little about what is going on in there the last month will understand the extreme stress I have been under. Despite all the clean up and chaos I am actually enjoying my job better. I really like it there these days and ALI and HEIDI have been awesome I love you girls. Troy hasn't been half bad either. I am just hoping I can make it through the summer.

Jeremy's Birthday is Monday and I miss him tonz he is in Montana and I am not sure when he will be home I am hoping he makes it home by next weekend cause that is my birthday.

Ryan and Jessica will be leaving soon to go with Karli and Kody. Karli will be picking up Ryan on the seventh and Jessica will be flying out on the 10th and to be honest I am looking forward to the break. I hope to get the house deep cleaned and there rooms gutted and all school clothes shopped for before the come home ont the weekend of August 8th.

Jaxon is doing okay he has been a little difficult lately I dont really know what his deal is he is pulling himself up on the furniture and crawling everywhere almost 10 months old and still no teeth what the heck I am hoping that is part of his problem cause if it isn't I dont know what is wrong with him.

I will be picking up nikki on the 10 when I drop of Jessica at the airport and I cant wait for her to come down she is a big help I really appreciate the extra hands when she is around. I have to go now screaming kids but I will write again soon I promise I will try not to let it go 2 months again.

Bragging Rights

I just wanted to brag a little about my awesome kids. Ryan is in Baseball now and I dont feel bad saying he is the best kid in the league. He really is good at what he does. And he loves it so much. I am enjoying his games more and more I still reruse to be one of those soccer moms but I will go and watch the games for as long as I can sit through them. Jessica is in Dance now and she had her end of the year dance review last night she is the cute one in the purple incase you didn't know already. She was so addorable I cant wait until next year when we get to do it all over again all the girls are so cute but not as cute as mine.