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Okay I am a bitch it is true I am so horrible I am mean and I dont care what you think and sometimes I like to start a fight just to get some of my anger out so here is what I am going to do about it. I am going to start small with a & Day Challenge for myself I am thinking that not only do I need to be kind with my words but I need to show one small act of kindness a day this is going to be hard I am not sure what I will do tomorrow it is going to be a long day and Monday's are me worst but I will give it a shot I will report back tomorrow
I am having a terrible day I didn't realize it was a bad day until I got home and thought to myself you have been looking for a fight all week... What is wrong with me, I learned a long time ago that anger stems from deep seeded sadness, so what am I sad about?... Well I had some water heater, family Drama last week that had me in tears for hours that's right folks hours, I completely lost it. my Mother of course spent hours driving me crazy with the intent to help solve my problem. God bless her heart she was very helpful but I was in no place to be around anyone. I love fall and I am sad that my husband is not here to enjoy it with me I know that. There is also alot of animosity here at home the kids are fighting non stop and I know that they are feeding off of me. I have been very cruel with my words to them lately and I know that is not fair.I am also coming to the realization that my life is going by to quickly. Have I hit my midlife c
crisis? I guess I need to ponder on that for a while but meanwhile I will try not to look like this girl....
SO here I am drinking this dainty little Rockstar trying to wake up this morning I was so tired I opted to go strait to the fridge for the Rockstar instead of going for the Coffee this morning. So my sleeping in is getting better I am up around 8 :30 most of the time except for yesterday when I was up at 5:45 thanks to my son but it was good I got my grocery shopping done early and was home to enjoy my day. I need to get ready for today jump in the shower and try to manage this mess on my head I call hair I hate it it drives me crazy I need a definate new hair do but I will probably stick to the same old thing my only other option at this point is to cut it and that is not about to happen not shorter anyway maybe a simple trim I am thinking bangs next time.
Well I am home from shopping this morning and let me say I spent more than I wanted but the savings were not that bad. lets just start from right to left shall we....
2 Gallons of Viva Milk 2.59/1.59 with coupon
1 Gallon of Smiths Milk 1.99
2 Packs of Batteries 1.00 ea
1 Nail Polish Remover 1.00 ea
2 boxes of Jose Ole Taquitos 3.49/2.49/1.99 after coupons and discounts
2 Tombstone Pizza's 2.19 ea
1 international delights Creamer 2.49 :( (not my favorite price but I was out of Creamer)
5 pkgs of Bar S Hot Dogs 69 cents ea
1 Square Loaf of sour dough bread 1.99
1 pkg of Pork Loin Chops 10.97
kroger Alchohol 1.00
1 Imperial margarine 70 cents
4 Lean Cuisine Market Creations 1.09 ea
koolaid jammers 1.77 ea
2lb Package of Cheese7.99/6.99 after Coupon
1 Bag of Cotton Balls 1.00
1 Package of comforts diapers 4.99
2 Toaster Strudle 1.50 ea after coupons
3 pkg of Flipz 1.00 ea
2 hillshire farms meats 3.00/2.45 ea after coupons
3 pkg candy junior mints butter finger and crunch 1.00 ea
1 pkg chicken drumsticks 3.90 ea
Total Before Coupons and Discounts
141.22
AFTER.....................................................................$79.82
Thats a savings of 44%
Oh my god I am so sleepy so I got up around 8:30 despite my alarms yes that is plural I set three going off at 6:00 6:15 and 6:30 I slept right through them but I was up before 10 that is a good start the first place I went was straight to my Coffee pot and brewed a nice cup of Joe. I drank about three cups before I could function without a scowl on my face but I was up before 10 and that is doing better. Maybe I wont strive for such an early time tomorrow lets try for 8:00 that is a half and hour earlier. I will keep you posted...on another note I have Bunco Tonight woo hoo I actually have only plaid Bunco once at a tournament for the make a wish foundation in Mesquite so I actually do not know how to play bu
t with plenty of Maragritas to go around and a few bloody mary's it wont matter I will make up my own rules I will have to tell you how it goes tonight maybe they will kick me off their team. haha that is probably what will happen
