FIRST BIRTHDAY BLUES

Well it is official my Baby is turning 1 he will be having his party tomorrow and I am not that excited about it. I cant believe the last year has gone by so fast. He is walking already and into everything. I have avoided this party and the whole Idea of his birthday so much that I realized yesterday that I didn't know what kind of cake I was going to make his Birthday has no theme and I really don't want to do anything with it. So I gave up and had wal-mart make the cake Lynda will be picking it up for me on her way down thank Lynda. I did buy him some presents and get invitations out but that is it. I am a terrible mother but I am exhausted and I don't want him to grow up anyway. I like him the way he is.