Well October is half way over I cant believe how the time flies I was right it has proved to be a difficult month but I think it will get a little worse next week. Work is keeping me so busy right now and I wish I had more time and energy to put into it but I am so busy at home as well Ryan Jessie and Jaxon really need me at home right now and hopefully Jeremy will be home soon. I am so excited for the deer hunt but who knows if Jeremy will make it home in time to go and I dont know if I want to go by myself. Ryan got dizzy at school today and I had to pick him up from school. That was just lovely however I did give him a big list of chores to do while he was home and I came home to a pretty clean house (thanks mom) I guess Amy is staying in Washington for a few more days and I am pretty sure she is stoked about that. AWell that is all I have to say today just thought I would give everyone and update.

Oh man where to start well September had been a hectic month Bubba's First Birthday went off with a bang we had alot of fun he got a car he can ride around on and he really likes that. He has grown up so much. He is starting to talk a little He know how to clap Thanks uncle Danny, He can say bye bye and wave bye bye he also throws away his own diaper infact he throws everything away my brush a pair of underwear my phone I found all sorts of things in the garbage you have to be careful when he is around he will throw everything away. It has been a rough month with my older to kids though they are driving me nuts I thnk we are all just waiting for Daddy to finally come home. He has been working out of town for so long and we really miss him. Lay off is right around the corner though and he should be here soon.

On a bit of a sadder note a good friend of mine infact my oldest best friend Kimberly Rae Smith Scott passed away in her sleep on 9/11 She will be missed by so many of us I put a picture of all of us (the old gang and her closest friends) on here it was good to see everyone get together we had a party in her honor before the funeral and myself and her husband got Black widow spider tattoo's in her honor. She will be greatly missed. I was asked to speak at her funeral which is a great honor but it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I did get through the whole thing with out crying though yay me. I was also fortunate enough with the help of some friends and gracious people to get the spray for her casket her family asked for black roses I thought that was a little morbid but it was beautiful. And Black was her favorite color. Her Husband Shad has been a friend of mine for 8 years I knew him before he knew her and I am grateful for my friendship with him. He has been a good shoulder to cry on and I hope he has said the same for me She is in heaven with her son now and I am happy for her. I will do all I can to help take care of the one she left behind.

I am glad september is over but October I think will prove to be an even harder month work is going to get crazy again. And I am not sure if I can handle all that will be asked of me but I will try my hardest. I am looking forward to the deer hunt though that should be fun. I have not gotten to deer hunt with J yet and I am really excited about that. His brothers and his dad as well as us all have a tag so it will not be a he man woman haters hunting club this year girls have to be alowed this time and they will like it they will have to cause I will be armed and dangerous.

Well I am off to put my Three little angles to bed so I will keep you all posted.